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Monday, July 5, 2010 }
I WATCHED ECLIPSE! OMGOMGOMGOMG I WATCHED ECLIPSE!
and yes, i have changed the music to certain music from the sound track that i esp LOVED.
I LOVE THE FIRST ONE.
OMG I LOVE YOU EDWARD. MARRRRY ME!
twilight craze is getting all over me again.
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Sometimes i just wish things are not so real. Sometimes i wish life was more emotional, to allow me to jus cry my heart out. To be less sensitive to other people's feeling.
Sometimes i wish Edward was real. Sometimes i just want to retreat back to the fiction world where vampire and werewolves existed. Where perfection existed. Forks, washington.
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Ok the song is making me all emotional. I really want to have my own edward. hands down. like seriously. who would not one someone who dotes on them, love them, care for them and looks like he would "throw himself infront of (me) for a bullet" All people would want true love don't they.
Yes, i would sacrifice anything for this type of person. I would die if that's what it takes to know that Edward existed.
I wouldn't mind going through the whole triangle thing. I would not mind anything. i just wan him. just him.
Sometimes i even prayed. hard. am im not ashamed.
Edward where are you?